I probably haven't seemed like myself these past 2 months mostly because I had a weird medical thing going on (not going into that a little too personal for the net) but it's finally been resolved and taken care of so hopefully in the next week or so, I can start getting back to feeling like myself and hopefully no longer be feeling horribly sick all the time AND FINALLY GET A LOT OF SHIT ON MY TO DO LIST FUCKING DONE HOLY FUCK THIS LIST IS LONG AS FUCK...